not sayin

[Good twin]

For anyone who can't or won't say......you can post here. (jus sayin')

[Telepathetic]

TP

[Tiger Lily]

TP

:laugh:

[Good twin]

TP

Yep. You better keep your mouth shut. :whistling:

[Telepathetic]

Yep. You better keep your mouth shut. :whistling:

You're not the boss of me! :angry: Oops, you're using your old Scilon tricks again and I fell for it:duh: When will I ever learn...just give me another 20 or 30 years...I'll show you!

I can't stop not sayin'...

TP

[Good twin]

You're not the boss of me! :angry: Oops, you're using your old Scilon tricks again and I fell for it:duh: When will I ever learn...just give me another 20 or 30 years...I'll show you!

I can't stop not sayin'...

TP

HA!!!!!

[Kathy (ImOut)]

You're not the boss of me! :angry: Oops, you're using your old Scilon tricks again and I fell for it:duh: When will I ever learn...just give me another 20 or 30 years...I'll show you!

I can't stop not sayin'...

TP

TP, maybe we should type up GT's confession for her. LOL!!!!

[Bea Kiddo]

TP, maybe we should type up GT's confession for her. LOL!!!!

Yeah!!! What is this all about????

(hey! I just noticed I am 2 posts from 4000!!!!!!)

[Good twin]

Okay okay. Here goes.....
Don't say anything ImOut and TP. I gotta type it up so it might take a minute or two.

Can someone find some fireworks and cake for Bea while I type this up?

[I told you I was trouble]

This better be good ... I have been waiting all day and have logged back in specially ... :happydance:

Secret womens business I suppose.

Good party was it?

:whistling:

[Good twin]

The Purif I/C from my local mission has a non scientologist boyfriend who lives in another state. When he comes to visit she has a limited amount of time to spend with him. She talked to me a couple of months ago about how she needed help when he comes to town sometimes so she can spend time with him. Obviously she's not always delivering purifs so it's not always an issue and I told her back when that I might be able to help her if she needed someone to come over and watch a pc cook in the box while she went out to dinner. (Oh yeah - the sauna is at her house)

I know. I know. That was stupid. Big mistake. Obviously she's not gonna forget. Blah blah blah.

Anyway, sure enough Thursday night my daughter says "Mom. Purif I/C has been leaving messages for you". I'm thinkin' "Oh poo. I better come up with an excuse fast, or maybe I'll just ignore her".

Now, she knows that I'm maxed out on Fridays and I would be available only on a Saturday or Wednesday realistically. So I decide to do the honorable thing and tell her a lie in person.

So....Friday night I show up at her house and meet her Wog boyfriend. She's out running with her PC. I introduce myself. I had to be careful to use my real name instead of "Good twin". I tell him that I'm stopping by because I was supposed to help out on Saturday night so they could go out to dinner. Before I get a chance to tell him my story and back out of the deal he says "Oh, I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon". WOW. I'm off the hook! Yippee I don't have to lie jus say sorry and get the hell outta there. He goes on to say that someone else is coming over tonight (Friday) to help out so they can go to dinner. Oh Boy more good news. I can just say nice to meet ya and see ya.

Then...Purif I/C gets home (as I'm planning my escape). Please know that I dearly love this gal and she and I were close for like a million years and I'm truly happy that she's blowing off post to go out with her boyfriend. So.... she gets home after running and I'm on my way out the door when the phone rings.

Yep. The person who was going to cover for her had a car accident and won't be able to come over. Se was so sad. She needed someone to help. I was sitting right there.

You see? I delivered the purif on Friday night.

[Good twin]

AO you better not say. He'll "come out" when he's ready. I sure hope he makes a video....:whistling:

[AnonOrange]

Not sayin' it's related, but there was a bear at BFG's party.

http://i269.photobucket.com/albums/jj80/RonRules/2009_June27_BFG/BFG_Party020Large.jpg

[AnonOrange]

AO you better not say. He'll "come out" when he's ready. I sure hope he makes a video....:whistling:

He DID come out. You just had to be there. That was the official coming out party. Remember when BFG said there was going to be a special guest?

[I told you I was trouble]

Deep sigh ... Thank-you for telling us that.

(can I go and scream now?) ...

:omg:

PS I hope you feel better.

[Good twin]

He DID come out. You just had to be there. That was the official coming out party. Remember when BFG said there was going to be a special guest?

Yeah, I heard. This is really good news. Jus sayin. (Ooops this is the not sayin thread - isn't it?)

[Good twin]

Deep sigh ... Thank-you for telling us that.

(can I go and scream now?) ...

:omg:

PS I hope you feel better.

Uh not so much....:unsure:

[Kathy (ImOut)]

Okay okay. Here goes.....
Don't say anything ImOut and TP. I gotta type it up so it might take a minute or two.

Can someone find some fireworks and cake for Bea while I type this up?

I have left over cake from last night. But I couldn't save any fireworks from the fireworks show we watched from our back yard. Sorry.

[clamicide]

The Purif I/C from my local mission has a non scientologist boyfriend who lives in another state. When he comes to visit she has a limited amount of time to spend with him. She talked to me a couple of months ago about how she needed help when he comes to town sometimes so she can spend time with him. Obviously she's not always delivering purifs so it's not always an issue and I told her back when that I might be able to help her if she needed someone to come over and watch a pc cook in the box while she went out to dinner. (Oh yeah - the sauna is at her house)

I know. I know. That was stupid. Big mistake. Obviously she's not gonna forget. Blah blah blah.

Anyway, sure enough Thursday night my daughter says "Mom. Purif I/C has been leaving messages for you". I'm thinkin' "Oh poo. I better come up with an excuse fast, or maybe I'll just ignore her".

Now, she knows that I'm maxed out on Fridays and I would be available only on a Saturday or Wednesday realistically. So I decide to do the honorable thing and tell her a lie in person.

So....Friday night I show up at her house and meet her Wog boyfriend. She's out running with her PC. I introduce myself. I had to be careful to use my real name instead of "good twin". I tell him that I'm stopping by because I was supposed to help out on Saturday night so they could go out to dinner. before I get a chance to tell him my story and back out of the deal. He says "Oh, I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon". WOW. I'm off the hook! Yippee I don't have to lie jus say sorry and get the hell outta there. He goes on to say that someone else is coming over tonight (Friday) to help out so they can go to dinner. Oh Boy more good news. I can just say nice to meet ya and see ya

Then...Purif I/C gets home (as I'm planning my escape). Please know that I dearly love this gal and she and I were close for like a million years and I'm truly hapy that she's blowing off post to go out with her boyfriend. So.... she gets home after running and I'm on my way out the door when the phone rings.

Yep. The person who was going to cover for her had a car accident and won't be able to come over. Se was so sad. She needed someone to help. I was sitting right there.

You see? I delivered the purif on Friday night.

:omg: Whoa....I was thinking you wuz on the wrong thread, but dang! There are NO words! Of course, I knew someone who was doing a staff member's INCOMM reports and making up the weekly battleplans when they (the person actually doing the staff member's work) were declared criminal. Who? I'm not saying....:whistling: But delivering a Purif? Wow. Did ya squirrel it? :hattip:

[Kathy (ImOut)]

AO, I sure hope someone fed that bear, it's looks too skinny.

[Good twin]

:omg: Whoa....I was thinking you wuz on the wrong thread, but dang! There are NO words! Of course, I knew someone who was doing a staff member's INCOMM reports and making up the weekly battleplans when they were declared criminal. Who? I'm not saying....:whistling: But delivering a Purif? Did ya squirrel it? :hattip:

OMG Clammy. I'm literally laughing so hard tears are streaming down my face.
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No. I didn't squirrel it. I hope. I think. Never mind. I think I need a session. Or some hard drugs. Am I still an Ex?

[Kathy (ImOut)]

GT, I would think you'd feel better. Sorry you're not.

Maybe you should have put it on the jus' sayin' thread - because you violated the not sayin'. Jus' sayin' not sayin' has gotten very confusing.

[AnonOrange]

Did ya squirrel it? :hattip:

I want to see pictures of Tech Squirreling in a sauna! :D

[Good twin]

GT, I would think you'd feel better. Sorry you're not.

Maybe you should have put it on the jus' sayin' thread - because you violated the not sayin'. Jus' sayin' not sayin' has gotten very confusing.

OK, definitely not sayin now.

[Kathy (ImOut)]

OMG Clammy. I'm literally laughing so hard tears are streaming down my face.
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No. I didn't squirrel it. I hope. I think. Never mind. I think I need a session. Or some hard drugs. Am I still an Ex?

Of course you're still an Ex. :duh:

You helped a friend. It's OK.

I've given my daughter a locational or two since being out. It was the only thing I could think of at the time to help her when we're talking cell to cell and she's had to pull off the road because she's crying while driving.

[I told you I was trouble]

Yes ... you are still an ex, but you are also a tease!!

:p

PS I just hope you can live with yourself!

:tobed:

PS Only joking.

[Good twin]

Yes ... you are still an ex, but you are also a tease!!

:p

PS I just hope you can live with yourself!

:tobed:

PS Only joking.

When you say that stuff and wave your hand at me....I feel pretty intimidated.

Jus kiddin'

[I told you I was trouble]

When you say that stuff and wave your hand at me....I feel pretty intimidated.

Jus kiddin'

:bighug:

[clamicide]

OMG Clammy. I'm literally laughing so hard tears are streaming down my face.
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No. I didn't squirrel it. I hope. I think. Never mind. I think I need a session. Or some hard drugs. Am I still an Ex?

You'll always be exey to me darlin'! :p No sessions for you! You do need to type faster, though. In between your announcement that you had a confession, and the time it actually came out---my mind went on a helluva trip as to what this confession might entail, and it did NOT involve a Purif (hard drugs, maybe). Of course, I'm not sayin'......:D

[Telepathetic]

Telepathetic.

OK, above you have the first signature for your Liability formula. I hope you've already done doubt.

TP

[Wisened One]

:omg: :laugh: I hope you did the Purif and also talked a lot with this person and planted some seeds..:D

Yeah, you a STRONG Ex! I mean...you actually crossed the line into enemy territory then crossed back again! :thumbsup:

Wow...THAT musta taken a lot of strange mental gymnastics to pull that off, eh?

But I have also done some things since being out.....we talk about this all the time...well if I'm still using 'tech' (or more accurately stuff we learned while in scn)..then...what's that tellin' me? :unsure: :shrug: :whatever:

I just use stuff sometimes or not.....idk....

GLAD YER BACK tho! :giggle:

[justaguy]

some of the stuff scios do is good stuff. a million monkeys and a million typewriters and all that (or one man, one typewriter, and way too much time).

Other groups probably do whatever works for you too, they just call it something different.. I wouldn't get too worked up over it.

The important thing is that you went to california and partied with the SPs. They'll never take you back now. :yes:

[Good twin]

I was thinkin about the whole thing. I know this is the not sayin thread but goin back n forth to the jus sayin thread is too confusing. I'm jus sayin on this thread because this is where we are talkin about me deliverin the purif and stuff.

Anyway.....I was thinkin that when I first got "out" I felt every kinda guilty about a lotta stuff but mainly two stuffs. A. Talkin people into spendin way too much money and gettin nothin in return. and B. Talkin people into joinin staff and/or the Sea Org and throwin away their whole life. Those are the main two things I suppose.

I felt a bit guilty about the delivery I did, but not so much. I'm not sure why. I guess because so damn many of my students and PCs were already blown that I figured I didn't brainwash them all that effectively. Some I still worry about but mostly not...until the other night when I was deliverin the purif. It jus kinda hit me.

I jus wanta say that is why I support the squirrels. Every damn one of em. I love those guys. There's a whole lotta crazy stuff out there and when your in the cult you're not allowed to look at it or think about it. But it's everywhere. I bought some crystals and some aroma therapy oil and I read the tarot and I read all kinda squirrel stuff and psych stuff. there's books and tapes and web sites all over the place.

You know you could sit in the sauna and chant for 5 hours a day and probably reach some very profound conclusion and make a cool certificate and hang it on the wall, for under $500.00. You could hold soup cans in your hands and talk into a tape recorder about how much you hate your family and then burn the tape and make another about how much you love your family and you could pretend to be an expert on relationships after that and people would listen to you.

You could be your own Guru. Or not. I'm feeling better about the whole thing. Jus' not sayin'. Or sumthin'.

[Wisened One]

I was thinkin about the whole thing. I know this is the not sayin thread but goin back n forth to the jus sayin thread is too confusing. I'm jus sayin on this thread because this is where we are talkin about me deliverin the purif and stuff.

Anyway.....I was thinkin that when I first got "out" I felt every kinda guilty about a lotta stuff but mainly two stuffs. A. Talkin people into spendin way too much money and gettin nothin in return. and B. Talkin people into joinin staff and/or the Sea Org and throwin away their whole life. Those are the main two things I suppose.

I felt a bit guilty about the delivery I did, but not so much. I'm not sure why. I guess because so damn many of my students and PCs were already blown that I figured I didn't brainwash them all that effectively. Some I still worry about but mostly not...until the other night when I was deliverin the purif. It jus kinda hit me.

I jus wanta say that is why I support the squirrels. Every damn one of em. I love those guys. There's a whole lotta crazy stuff out there and when your in the cult you're not allowed to look at it or think about it. But it's everywhere. I bought some crystals and some aroma therapy oil and I read the tarot and I read all kinda squirrel stuff and psych stuff. there's books and tapes and web sites all over the place.

You know you could sit in the sauna and chant for 5 hours a day and probably reach some very profound conclusion and make a cool certificate and hang it on the wall, for under $500.00. You could hold soup cans in your hands and talk into a tape recorder about how much you hate your family and then burn the tape and make another about how much you love your family and you could pretend to be an expert on relationships after that and people would listen to you.

You could be your own Guru. Or not. I'm feeling better about the whole thing. Jus' not sayin'. Or sumthin'.

Yeah. What you said! :thumbsup: I think whatever someone wants to do that makes them feel better (and even help another with whatever and that person feels better from it and says so to ya) then THAT'S all that's important. Ya know?

[Good twin]

Yeah. What you said! :thumbsup: I think whatever someone wants to do that makes them feel better (and even help another with whatever and that person feels better from it and says so to ya) then THAT'S all that's important. Ya know?

Yep. :yes:

[CornPie]

...I support the squirrels. Every damn one of em. I love those guys...
Do you love squirrels who join troll packs on ESMB, to attack free speech they disagree with, 'shouting it down', and flooding it? That's a scientology tactic. Individual squirrels, many-most of whom are freezoners, and former scientologists, won't openly disclose which of hubbard's policies they embrace; such as fairgame, Xenu, BT's (ha-ha-ha), etc. How can you say you love them ALL? I think the freezone is more hidden, and even more dangerous than scientology. Or are you; not sayin?

[cantsay]

Wizened one can love whoever she pleases, for whatever reason she likes. :arrow:

[Good twin]

Do you love squirrels who join troll packs on ESMB, to attack free speech they disagree with, 'shouting it down', and flooding it? That's a scientology tactic. Individual squirrels, many-most of whom are freezoners, and former scientologists, won't openly disclose which of hubbard's policies they embrace; such as fairgame, Xenu, BT's (ha-ha-ha), etc. How can you say you love them ALL? I think the freezone is more hidden, and even more dangerous than scientology. Or are you; not sayin?

Yep, CornPie. I love em all. I admit some of the squirrels I've met are batshit crazy. But more dangerous than Scientology? Nah. I haven't met a single one who has calculated to get the IRS and Public education and The United Nations in their pocket. Nope. Not a single one. Only Scientology does that. Sayin'.

[Tiger Lily]

Yep, CornPie. I love em all. I admit some of the squirrels I've met are batshit crazy. But more dangerous than Scientology? Nah. I haven't met a single one who has calculated to get the IRS and Public education and The United Nations in their pocket. Nope. Not a single one. Only Scientology does that. Sayin'.

:clap: :clap: :clap:

I do believe that love is the answer! Not ARC, not setting standards for who's "worthy", not judging someone based on if they think like you. Just accepting people and loving them for who they are. Once you can experience that, the world becomes a much more wonderful place!

You got it GT! Great post!

:)TL

[Kathy (ImOut)]

:clap: :clap: :clap:

I do believe that love is the answer! Not ARC, not setting standards for who's "worthy", not judging someone based on if they think like you. Just accepting people and loving them for who they are. Once you can experience that, the world becomes a much more wonderful place!

You got it GT! Great post!

:)TL

Great response, TL.

[Wisened One]

Wizened one can love whoever she pleases, for whatever reason she likes. :arrow:

....Yeah...but didn't ya mean GT? :unsure:

[justaguy]

that is the single most random smiley I've seen in my life.