Born and Raised in Scn

As a child in Scn: I learnt that showing emotion, especially emotion that was contrary to Scientology rules (which to a child would have been quite broad and nonsensical), resulted in being chastised (ie sent to ethics), and/or doing a course/auditing.

Fast forward...

As a teenager: I refused to tell my family what I was actually feeling. Sometimes I would hold out for hours, even days. I would clam up and be scared to reveal how I felt because I knew that whatever ...

After 6years of reading, living and introspection post-scientology (having been born and raised in Scn), I have come to a point where I am consistently disillusioned of what life has to offer; am cynical about most people; and a complete pessimist when it comes to my own future.

After ridding myself of one false ideology; clearing my slate of the Scientology delusion, it seems, to me at least, I am confronted with more delusion to replace it with. The world I find seems to be build ...