I know you and you're very much a friend. I am terribly sorry for your loss.
This is a plea, to you to help change the face of the Church of Scientology. Currently Dave Miscavige is destroying the church. LRH in KSW explicitly warned against changing the tech. The golden age of tech is totally squirrel. Not written by LRH. Scientology has also become unattainable to most people as prices have skyrocketted. This campaign to build Ideal orgs - squirrel. NOT LRH. Scientology is meant to be applied. The Sea Org has become a concentration camp where people cannot in many cases marry and they are forbidden to have children and a family. Again wrong and violates Hubbard policies. People (including myself) are RPFd for years - I guarantee you this is against their will (at least 90% of the time) again - against LRH policies.
Please look into this - read about Marc Headley and Jeff Hawkins and many others.
People in church management under Dave at present are so suppressed that they cannot do anything about it.
You can John. You can denounce DM and not sacrifice your belief in Scientology. This can change leadership and set the church back to something pro-survival and adhering to standard tech.
May you somehow get this letter and hopefully you'll read it. And hopefully thanks to you a great deal of good can be done.