On the subject that this is a "recovery board", I have a problem.
How do I stop thinking that Scientology is a solution?
If I have a problem in my personal life that I am not coping well with then I tend to wish that Scientology were a resource for me. I mean organized Scientology. I kinda wish that I could trust my org and go in there and get some help. But I cannot trust - the trust is irrevocably broken.
"I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you."
— Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (source disputed)