God I had just started on the board!
I can tell you it has been SO usefull for me, sharing with people that can understand and feel less alone in this journey.
I'm very thankful for this forum to exist. Hope someone will take it over....

I completly understand your wanting to move on, and the subject of obsession...
I somztimes feel like I'm obsessed about scientology, always on ESMB. And I think, even though it helps healing a great deal, I might have to move on at some point and not come here any more, or maybe less....

Enjoy