I thought I'd be sad about this but instead I find myself feeling glad for you.
Because of all that you've given us with the birth and continued existence of ESMB (through good times and bad) and because ESMB has helped so many of us shuck off the scientological conditioning, I find that your happiness is much more important to me than any sense of loss I might feel over the termination of ESMB.
I'll be eternally grateful to you for providing this particular Forum where I somehow managed to work my way through it all and sort out and find clarity in my own thoughts.
I owe you, feel free to call in the debt anytime.
Love Always, Panda.