I was speaking of the C/S'es I saw while I was in Scn, none of whom I knew personally. I'll mention a few names:
Mary Corydon at Riverside Mission
Pam Moniz at Hawaii Org
Lee Evans at Hawaii Org
They were all way above me on the Grade Chart and more highly trained. In Mary's case, much more -- Cl IX. (I eventually made it to Cl IV.)
In those days I was very intimidated by OT's and had a backoff on communicating with them. That may have contributed to my view of them as distant. I'm sure you're right that C/S'es are just like the rest of us, but in those days I didn't see OT's as being like me. I know different now.
Re spirits, I dunno. In my Scn days of course I believed. I considered it self-evident that we were all spirits, so why shouldn't there be some spirits hanging around that didn't have bodies? Had some experiences that could have been interpreted as evidence of this, though nothing remarkable. Nowadays I dunno, don't think about it a great deal.
The last few days, since I stumbled on this forum, have been the most I've thought about Scn, and "spirits," in 30 years. I got out of Scn in 1981, and there have been long stretches of time since then where I haven't thought about the "spiritual" aspect of things at all, and haven't felt any the worse for it.
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