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    Default Wisened One here again...a bit more from my side...

    My spouse had to use my login, as new registrations are disabled? Hope they'll be back up soon?

    Anyway:The Falsifying Stats thing went on in my Division, too. Oh, the strange things that were counted as 'stats'!!

    Crazy crap.

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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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    Quote Originally Posted by Wisened One View Post
    My spouse had to use my login, as new registrations are disabled? Hope they'll be back up soon?

    Anyway:The Falsifying Stats thing went on in my Division, too. Oh, the strange things that were counted as 'stats'!!

    Crazy crap.

    Wisened One
    Send Emma a PM about the registration.

    I think that "stats" as they are applied, is the biggest lie and cause of the majority of distress. So glad Thursday is just another day now!
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    Free to shine:

    Yeah, it took quite a long while to get used to Thursday as being another day. It also took a while to not run everywhere I go..(we were demanded that we RUN while doing ANYTHING in the Org)...we looked like a bunch of crazed-meth addicts to the Public, I'm sure.lol.

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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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    Default Another Memory to share..

    Hey all:

    Was reading on another thread about how they hated Reg'ing people, etc..

    Well that brings up a memory of mine:

    I used to run most of Div6's front lines, but I was a Public Reg for a while..

    Well:

    Late one Wed night..I was out bodyrouting (at around 9pm or so...) and I got someone in...gave them their personality test results..then had to Reg em...well after about an hour, my Seniors are wanting to know why I hadn't gotten a sign-up . Well: THEN at around 10:30 at night, they said they'll pay, but they left their money at home...I suggested they bring it in tomorrow (Thurs) BIG NO, NO to say that, don't know WHY I said that, I KNEW better as a Reg!,

    My Seniors suggest politely that I GO HOME WITH this stranger RIGHT THEN and help them 'get their money'..

    Well: The stranger actually paused a while, then said: Well, ok, I live a couple miles from here and we'll have to walk.

    So then we walk the whole way....at 11pm at night. I do my best to make small talk...feeling like crap that our Org and Stat was so desperate that I'm reduced to doing this!

    Well eventually we get to their apartment. The person escorts me in to this building which had several doors inside...has me stand in front of one of them (assuming it's their place, right?). They said they have to go in their back door. I say ok, and I wait.

    And I wait...

    And wait....

    Still waiting.....

    So then I politely knock on the door.

    No answer.

    I wait.....

    Knock, knock....

    NO answer, no noise, nothing!

    So I stand there mystified as to what to do!

    It's getting much later by this time.

    I realize at that moment, I've been stood up.

    I leave the building to survey the neighborhood I was in....I didn't recognize it.

    I was LOST!

    Finally, I go inside and knock on several doors til one opens...

    I ask if I may use their phone.

    They don't have one!

    I go back outside...and just keep walking, trying to go the direction back to the Org.

    No dice.

    I was really, really Lost and it was probably around 1am.

    I finally find a payphone and try to call the Org, and...no answer, they're closed, of course!

    I just kept calling...finally my Senior answers....and I tell them the general direction I was walking when I left the Org and eventually, they found me.

    Went home and fell asleep feeling like an absolute heel.

    the THINGS we'd go thru to get our Stat, eh?

    Nuts!!

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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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    Quote Originally Posted by Wisened One View Post
    Free to shine:

    Yeah, it took quite a long while to get used to Thursday as being another day. It also took a while to not run everywhere I go..(we were demanded that we RUN while doing ANYTHING in the Org)...we looked like a bunch of crazed-meth addicts to the Public, I'm sure.lol.

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    Wow, really? Thursday would be and by the AntiChrist? OH NO, is right!

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    The night I escaped Staff:
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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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    Quote Originally Posted by Wisened One View Post
    I stayed at my Dad's house when I left. My paranoia was deep as well. When the phone would ring I would run upstairs. Crazy, yeah.

    The GO came to his front door after going to the back driveway and disabling my brothers motorcycle in case we tried to make a fast getaway. My Dad told them to leave me alone or he would go to the local newspaper. They then stopped their recovery.
    The work was free. Keep it so.... Huh?

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    Dear Wisened Ones-You guys are great!

    Isn't so great to get out of the staff hamster wheel and realize that life can be great? So many people are caring, smart, funny, and interesting and they're "just" WOGS!

    Looking back, can you believe the weird lengths they go to to get you back?

    It's been two years for me and I had another "friendly" visit last week.

    Forget about the mailing list-many more trees will die in our names-we'll never be removed! I think it's someone's stat.

    Check out Rich and Ann-Marie Dunnings interview. They had very similar experiences to yours. I think the web site is called Buffalo Sec. Check. I found it through google.

    I look forward to reading more

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    Irnobs and Sandygirl: Thanks for reading our stories! Yeah, some crazy stuff, huh?!

    Irnobs: WoW, the GO really disabled your brother's motorcycle before they knocked on your door?! Nuts! Figures they'd do that crap, too. I've heard such stories of the GO's activities in the 80's...I joined after that tho. But still, OSA's doing just as good a job and is the same group with a different name, right?

    Sandygirl: I'll have to check out that couple, never heard of them...thanks!

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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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    Hey all:

    Wanted to post my post also here. It was a reply to one of the brave souls who is sharing pieces of their story...yet I wish to elaborate on this, and in doing so there, would be hijacking the thread away from the original poster....so here is my reply and subsequent realization to expound on...

    FTS, Wow..
    FTS: Your stories.....Wow, you've been through SO much and here I feel badk with the pitily, kindergarten crap I been through.....

    You are really really helping many of us by bravely sharing your stories..

    You know I'm STILL getting over that 'pulling it in' thing....(I mean to the insane degree they make ya feel like...).

    Do you know that when I left Staff and got to be a real mom to my kids and help raise them more..(they lived primarily with their father never was a scn, then with me part of each year,etc..)....I felt GUILTY?! You hear me?! I felt GUILTY for choosing to be a mom (stay a db, per them) and be in my kids lives, rather than trying to 'make it go right' and pay off my fl debt and go back to THE most IMPORTANT job of 'Clearing The Planet?'

    I'm so glad you were able to stay being a mom to yours while you were in.....

    It actually took YEARS for me to really ENJOY (deep down) being with my kids!!!!!!

    I'd always felt like I was 'wasting my lifetime' being off of Staff A lowly FreeLoader and offlines, etc...

    God.

    You keep writing. With every word, you're healing not only yourself but us, too...

    Wisened One

    Edited to add: You know, I'm SOoooo happy that I left scn for my family. I'd NEVER trade ANY of the memories and experiences with them in doing so.

    I was with my kids for many of their 'firsts' in life (after leaving scn). When I first got in, I'd missed alot of their baby 'firsts' :(

    But I DID get to teach them things later on after getting back into their lives (they were still quite young, thank god)...and I was THERE WITH them (and still am!

    I love and appreciate every single day and moment with them, now. (and they're now lovely young adults).

    *happymommysigh*

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    I get really tired of hearing about how the lower bridge has value. The lower bridge has the sole purpose of getting the PC to reach for more bridge. The fact that many people improved their circumstances as a result of a good intentioned auditor being interested and caring about his PC is not worth the long term and intended result of Scientology technology. GT

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