I've known far too many who developed cancer & believed in scientology even with their dying breath.
Did they skip routine - as in even yearly - health checks for many years ? Of course.
Did they ignore the early signs of illness ? Of course.
When it was completely obvious they were dying, what happened ? oh, they were deemed " INELGIBLE for auditing due to TERMINAL ILLNESS " !
Did they settle for touch assists ? Yep.
I mean I saw people I loved & cared about do 'this' ( <- " this " being complete non confront of reality ! ) & NOT listen to pleads to get themselves cared for - really cared for.
I saw family members of people of those their death bed STILL not allowed to even say goodbye to their loved ones.
Watching good people needlessly die ? Damn. Damn. Damn !
I tell myself to ' get over it '.
That ain't worked for me ...... yet............................and won't.
All I can do is try to stop it from happening to yet another one.