Thanks for the expanded explanation of Black NOTS. How pathetic that the Co$ would engage in such activities.OK, here's the best I can describe. In Dianetics there used to be a part about how Dianetics could be used in a bad way. Well, since NOTs is New Era Dianetics for OTs - it's just supped up Black Dianetics.
You have a person auditing on OT V. My understanding is that the person is given commands to "handle" so and so person. And they do. I don't really even think the person given the command actually knows that they are doing something wrong.
How many of us that didn't know David Mayo personally think he was a royal ass hole, based on the stories we were told. Mayo was long gone before I got in. I was convinced by the stories I heard that he was a major SP. Then I read his story on the internet. NO, he was just the target since the CofS wasn't getting results, so let's blame it anyone that we can.
So, you have this person auditing on OT V or OT VII and they are told, Kathy is attacking the church, run such and such process on her. Well, more than likely they don't know who I am, so they do.
Here's an interesting story. Before we left LA we sold one of our E-meters to someone that had just finished OT V. When this guy arrived out our house I was in the office and walked into the foyer shortly after he arrived. I put out my hand to shake his and he wouldn't take my hand. He actually stared at me as if I had 3 heads and a few other abnormalities. It was just too bizarre.
Later my husband spotted that this person had been running Black NOTS on me while he was on OT V. And here I was in the flesh and not some evil or horrible person (well, I guess I was, we'd left the church unofficially by then). But you get my point.
Both my husband and I have experienced some pretty weird stuff since leaving.
And a lot of it may seem completely unreal to people. But, since I experienced it, it's very real to me. And trust me, I probably wouldn't have believed anyone telling me what I've written above it I hadn't experienced it for myself.
When ever I find myself having the most bizarre thoughts, thoughts I wouldn't have on my own, then I pretty much assign it to Black NOTS or other foreign entities. All of a sudden you kinda of wonder if you're not having an acid trip (not that I ever had one, but from what I've been told) and all this bizarre stuff is running thru your head - that's when I say "knock it the fuck off". If it doesn't immediately stop, I put up a "mirror" and send it back. It stops really fast after that. Because I also amp it up by 10. So what ever shit they are throwing at me, they get 10X back.
Needless to say, it hasn't happened in a while. Either I've kept my "shield" up, or word has gotten around - Don't fuck with Kathy, she hits back hard. LOL!!!
So, that's my explanation of Black NOTS from my experience.