Please note: Lurkers and Newbies - if you think this letter would/could be useful, please feel free to copy and forward to those you know, who are still on lines and/or to those who have heard the recent 'enemy lines'/black PR on Feral or myself.
Given that people have been told to disconnect from me now, and that OSA has started another smear campaign against me (and also on another trained ex staff member from Sydney who has spent the last 15 years on OT 7), I just want to give you some truths.
Hey, please know that I have no animosity toward you, and I am not your enemy. I haven't had some 'Jekyll and Hyde' thing happen to me. I am very much still the same person that I was when I was "in". I am no more motivated by hate or vengeance now, than when I was still within the ranks of the CofS. It is because I
care, that I am not sitting on the fence, and it's because I care, that I am writing to you now. If you read on, it may explain why somewhat.
We are definitely on different sides of the fence - and I know for some, that this is an ARC break. If I were in your shoes (as I have been in the past), it'd be an ARC break for me too. I can't help that, except to comm to you now; hopefully, to give you some understanding on why.
The horror of much within the sea org ranks (especially in recent years), and the horror of the harm to so many at the hands of the CofS, hit me like a ton of bricks and was something I just couldn't ignore.
"Look. See what you see, not what someone else tells you that you see.
What you observe is what you
observe. Look at things and life and others directly, not through any cloud of predudice, curtain of fear or the interpretation of another."
In closing - whatever road you are on or take in life, I sincerely hope that you flourish and prosper.
ARC,
Carmel
PS: A couple of links to some data from people you may know - if you're interested:
http://forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?t=7617
http://forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?t=7831
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This was one of your best postings EVA
The truth is finally comming out now Ceedia, and you said it better than I've read in a long time

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Obviously you were the wrong person to mistreat and this is exactly the reason the Church falls down, It is because of the treatment of their own Parishioners and the absolute neglect of the shining stars they once had placed accross the boards. Now most of those shining stars are on this board

Keep posting cause its now bigger than BEN HUR

Look what happens when OSA read this post of yours.........

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http://forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?t=7524