I have only been a member here for a two months, yet in that time I have gone through a tremendous transformation.
I started off feeling scared to say ANYTHING about scn.
I then felt unsure about what too say.
I then got angry about feeling that way and started writing more and more.
I then felt dumb about some of what I wrote.
I then got pissed if someone didn't agree with me.
I then got a little more clever and wrote more 'respectful' stuff.
I then started to feel my oats.
I then realized I still had a lot to learn.
I then stared to calm down and laugh more.
I then started realizing that I wasn't nearly as crazy as some of the other members...
I then realized that Emma really wasn't gonna kick all the pro-scn people off the board!...
I then began seeing deeper into the puzzle.
I then began to see how Scn. is but one of the many cons in life that has influenced me.
I then realized that believing in any religion, or anything for that matter, to the extent of loosing independent critical thinking was a sure fire way to endorse my own slavery.
I then realized that for all man's attempts to do so, he hasn't the faintest clue (hi Emma)... if he has rights to life beyond what he knows he has Now. And thus what a waste.... rather than full utter enjoyment and respect for this wonderful life Now... man puts himself in a spin trying to 'get more... beyond'!
I then realized that there will always be those who will fight for their beliefs, cause anything that can't be proven must be 'forced' into thought.
I then felt calmer about 'attacking' scn, knowing that only the truth will pan out eventually, within every individuals perceptions.
I then realized that it's irrelevant whether MEST created Man, Man created MEST or they both, luckily, just woke up in each others bed; most of our most incredible experiences came about without a foretelling and yet we 'feel insulted by the idea that we are, or came about by an 'accident'....
I then realized that the deepest and most valuable aspects to life are so simple, so pure... no explanation is necessary.
I then felt like I really needed to 'catch up'.
I then realized that I just did....
I now realize how we ALL are so valuable to each other, cause my viewpoint and truth is only as big and worthy as it can wrap itself around yours.
All that in just under two months! Who am I fucking kidding... this board has been a special place, unlike anything I've ever experienced. It is here that I have rocketed myself to greater abilities. FOR FREE. Well ok... the expresso bill has risen substantially!!
Oh yeah... somewhere along the line I revitalized my eternal ability to flirt...