I have been fighting my way out Hubbard's mind numbing
hypnotic trance for 30 years. So perhaps I sound a bit 'out there', a bit 'tough', or as like like to put it, like a
tough old bird...
For your information, when I first posted to the net, on Homer's alt.clearing.technology newsgroup, in 1993, I fancied myself a freezoner who believed that there was good in scientology...then scientology sued an OT named Enid Vein, who was printing NOTS packs, and someone killed her cat with a .22 bullet.
I was so enraged by that, and the fact that after they got enid over a barrel, in litigation, they forced her to settle and agree to never mention her cat again as part of the settlement, that
with intent, I adopted the most destructive identity I could summon, and started posting to alt.religion.scientology... and at the same time, used hubbard's own words, when he would admonish us "always goto source" meaning to what HE said, I did it one better, and went to every book on mental manipulation, hypnosis etc published between 1940 and 1952, (the ones Hubbard read to craft scientology and dianetics) and read THOSE.. (and found that i had
really gone to the source)...and 85% of what I found out from those researches has been webbed here:
The Hypnosis Index.. The rest i use when I am doing one on one deprogramming to speed recovery time of recovering scientologists.
Please just keep reading,
may you never be fooled again.