ESMB WINS - Rediscovering Ourselves

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  1. KnightVision

    KnightVision Gold Meritorious Patron

    I have only been a member here for a two months, yet in that time I have gone through a tremendous transformation.

    I started off feeling scared to say ANYTHING about scn.

    I then felt unsure about what too say.

    I then got angry about feeling that way and started writing more and more.

    I then felt dumb about some of what I wrote.

    I then got pissed if someone didn't agree with me.

    I then got a little more clever and wrote more 'respectful' stuff.

    I then started to feel my oats.

    I then realized I still had a lot to learn.

    I then stared to calm down and laugh more.

    I then started realizing that I wasn't nearly as crazy as some of the other members...:whistling:

    I then realized that Emma really wasn't gonna kick all the pro-scn people off the board!...:dieslaughing:

    I then began seeing deeper into the puzzle.

    I then began to see how Scn. is but one of the many cons in life that has influenced me.

    I then realized that believing in any religion, or anything for that matter, to the extent of loosing independent critical thinking was a sure fire way to endorse my own slavery.

    I then realized that for all man's attempts to do so, he hasn't the faintest clue (hi Emma)... if he has rights to life beyond what he knows he has Now. And thus what a waste.... rather than full utter enjoyment and respect for this wonderful life Now... man puts himself in a spin trying to 'get more... beyond'!

    I then realized that there will always be those who will fight for their beliefs, cause anything that can't be proven must be 'forced' into thought.

    I then felt calmer about 'attacking' scn, knowing that only the truth will pan out eventually, within every individuals perceptions.

    I then realized that it's irrelevant whether MEST created Man, Man created MEST or they both, luckily, just woke up in each others bed; most of our most incredible experiences came about without a foretelling and yet we 'feel insulted by the idea that we are, or came about by an 'accident'....:wink2:

    I then realized that the deepest and most valuable aspects to life are so simple, so pure... no explanation is necessary.

    I then felt like I really needed to 'catch up'.

    I then realized that I just did....:)

    I now realize how we ALL are so valuable to each other, cause my viewpoint and truth is only as big and worthy as it can wrap itself around yours.

    All that in just under two months! Who am I fucking kidding... this board has been a special place, unlike anything I've ever experienced. It is here that I have rocketed myself to greater abilities. FOR FREE. Well ok... the expresso bill has risen substantially!!:coolwink:

    Oh yeah... somewhere along the line I revitalized my eternal ability to flirt...:p
    Last edited: Oct 27, 2008
  2. bobthesp

    bobthesp Patron with Honors

    That was beautiful and inspiring, thanks.
  3. Wisened One

    Wisened One Crusader

    Wow, KV. Wow. :touched:

    What you said! :yes: :thumbsup:
  4. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hey Man,

    Sometimes I think you are meant for greater things!!! :coolwink:
    Great post

    influence me all you like!!!!
  5. Lermanet_com

    Lermanet_com Banned

    what a wonderful posting to read,
    thanks for baring your soul,
    looks good!

    People spend their whole life searching for immortality when all they really have to do is find themselves
    Keith Richard's one liner in the movie Pirates III
  6. HappyGirl

    HappyGirl Gold Meritorious Patron

    KV, that was amazing and beautiful. You joined 2 days before me. I was just talking today about some of the stuff in your post. We grew up together. I love having you here, my dear knight!! :dance2:
  7. degraded being

    degraded being Sponsor

    Very nice!
    :) :) :) :)
  8. Pixie

    Pixie Crusader

    Good for you KV!! For sure this board changes lives for the better. :thumbsup: Oh, and carry on flirting, I don't want to be the only flirt on the board... :whistling:
  9. SchwimmelPuckel

    SchwimmelPuckel Genuine Meatball

    hahah.. That was.. envigorating.. KnightVision!

  10. Carmel

    Carmel Crusader

    You're a pain in the arse to someone like me, half of the time for sure! :p - but the other half of the time, you're A OK! :thumbsup:

    I can certainly empathise with and appreciate the evolution or the process you went through or are still going through - and I'm glad you posted this! ESMB is a 'god send' for all who want to avail themselves of it. Emma is a doll for sure, as are all who contribute to this board. So good that so many are winning from what it has to offer - and yes, that includes YOU (as well as me and anyone else)!

    Goodonya Matey!
    Carmel :)
  11. Good twin

    Good twin Floater

    Aw KV. That is soooo nice to hear. :yes:
  12. uncle sam

    uncle sam Silver Meritorious Patron

    To Knight Vision

    I officially on the behalf of everyone-everywhere Endorse your Wins! Congratulations!!!!!!
  13. KnightVision

    KnightVision Gold Meritorious Patron

    Thank You to all of you guys!! Your kind words made my day!!

    :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo:
  14. KnightVision

    KnightVision Gold Meritorious Patron

    I never thought of it like that before... Well, I'll be gentle...:D

    Couldn't resist...:whistling:

    But don't let the 'prankster' in me diffuse my love for you; I do appreciate your nice and warm words very much.
  15. ThisIsIt

    ThisIsIt Patron with Honors

    Great post and thread KV. :yes:
  16. Jakadak

    Jakadak Patron with Honors

    I enjoyed reading your post very much KV !! Well done, glad you now feel that way !! :yes:
  17. byte301

    byte301 Crusader

    Man, that post was great! I related to a lot of it.
  18. Power Change

    Power Change Patron Meritorious

    Great post KV....amazingly fast progress in healing over 2 are the man....I was a slower student.....:D
  19. Once bitten

    Once bitten Patron Meritorious

    Great post, KV


    I love this board. Man I love this board
  20. Tim Skog

    Tim Skog Silver Meritorious Patron

    KV, well said. A post such as yours brightens the board.

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