Imagine my surprise when I get an email from a client - How is X going? Did you take care of it? and I was now past the point in the project where it was easy to do. Completed work would have to be redone. At my cost unless I could dream up some way to make it go right. At one point in my life, while on 7 it seemed to me I had stopped creating a time track. I thought it had to do with being clear. Or perhaps the BT responsible for remembering stuff blew. (that's a joke BTW - though the memory loss is not) * see edit below * I did think it was related to the stress of being on OT7. But now, not having that stress, I don't remember stuff any better. This morning, I was thinking about 3 things I had to do, writing this was one, I remember the second. The third..... it be gone. I have left a pan on the stove after serving what I cooked for my wife and me. Luckily the pan wasn't destroyed. The flame was low. I have a call with a client - I say yes I'll do Y in a few moments and hang up the phone and days later: Oh Shit! Hubbard famously said - there are only two crimes in the universe: preventing one from having freedom to leave the game, and the other.. um. I knew it what I was in the shower - denying a person his memory (or something like that.) It is interesting to me that Scienology practices those things on its members. By seeking to alter its history, and white wash away its crimes, and its lies, it is preventing memory from occurring. I don't need to discuss being unable to leave the game - it is everywhere you look in Scientology. This brings me to my question: do you, fellow PC or OT, feel this memory loss was accelerated or restrained by your progress up the bridge? Or has your memory improved? Does remembering false track affect your ability to recall the real? And another question - is the short term memory loss I am complaining of proof that scientology doesn't work? After all (and this is the scary part) if the thetan is doing the recalling, and he has an infinite time track at his beck and call, why can't he recall stuff when his body gets older? Is it, memory loss, a brain function or is the thetan some how deficient???? Is he "being" a body and as the synapses degrade, he also mocks up less ability in agreement with the body he is being? In all the stories of exteriorization, I don't recall anybody saying they remembered it all. Paul's LBL stuff says the opposite. How one recalls all of his life, his past lives when unencumbered by a body in that enchanted land, and looks over his achievements. I wonder what the truth is? Mimsey * memory loss may have something to do with solo nots- I recall, when I complained to my FSM Wendy Ettricks about memory loss on 7, her comment was - it gets worse. Has anybody else on 7 experienced that?