If you were able to read your folders you would likely find an overwhelming amount of cryptic communication, a sort of scientology shorthand between auditor and case supervisor. Even an FESer, someone whose job it is to read the folders looking for errors and omissions, would find it difficult to read. Some auditors write so poorly that going over them is a painful experience.
If there are any reports that resemble plain language you would likely read them in disbelief having discovered how little duplication there actually was between you and your auditor.
If an auditor or C/S made a comment, as they often do on the C/S page for the next session, well it's just an evaluation, and one you would not necessarily agree with anyway.
So, I think Paul is right on target: Don't give a rat's ass what happens to them. You are long gone from the organization. The folders are likely buried in archives. Why draw attention to yourself and them?
Finally, you are not your folders. Move on.
Ted's right....and Paul too.....
And....even if you did get the folders back they most likely would have already made a copy of anything and everything they could ever use against you. And even if there isn't anything in your folders that they can use against you, they will make up shit about you anyway, even if it never happened if they want to discredit you and cause you trouble. Scientology doesn't care if something is legal or illegal, true or false.........they will lie to cover up anything they do and will twist things in their favor, if they can. Do you really think they would give you back your folders with all that juicy information without having a back up in their data base?
I know there are lies and misinformation in my folders because of things that they said to me which never happened in my life. I knew it for 10 years before I left. They insisted that their lies were truth. They operate on so much BS. Folders or no folders, they will say whatever they want to say about you and do whatever they want to do if they want to make you look bad. Look at Paulette Cooper. She was never a Scientologist.....she had no PC folders, but they created such a situation for her and lied about her......she almost ended up in prison for life without having done anything illegal. If the FBI hadn't broken into the CoS and got the records from the GO about the plot/operation the CoS/GO had going against her, no one would have known she was innocent. The CoS is a real skanky organization. It's a good thing you are waking up to what they are about.
If you do get your folders back you might find a lot of horse poo
in them that didn't come from you.
The lack of duplication between PC and auditor, auditor and C/S, notes from D of Ps, as well as the people that do the FESing, and what can end up coming back at you at the end of all this round of communication (also known as a game called 'telephone' where what is said at one end of the line of people and passed one from another down to the other end and comes out quite different than what was originally said) can end up in a mess and make one quite.....
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But....it might be interesting to find out what Knowledge Reports have been written on you that you never saw and no one ever told you about. I had friends who peeked in their folders when they weren't supposed to and found some outlandish stuff written about themselves that were outright lies. They got in trouble for looking but were also able to straighten out the mess because they got their hands on the false data that was being used against them. But.....I don't think that would be worth doing today since one can get auditing outside of the CoS with top trained, very competent auditors, and without all the hastle, curruption and the exorbitant cost of trying to do services in the CoS.....and you'll be able to have freedom of speech while getting auditing....and you won't have to contribute to any Ideal Orgs either.
The CoS is really a crazy place. It's not at all what most of us thought it was ever supposed to be. It's a racket....it's a con....it's a trap. There is more freedom and truth outside of the CoS than inside it.
Glad you found ESMB.