I've begun to renew my interest in the religion of my birth and I was wondering whether others have done the same. When I finally began to wake up from Scientology I felt so lost. Getting back into the rituals and reading the scriptures of my childhood has made me feel less so, but I can already tell that this is not really going to work for me in the long run. I mean I already left it once because I thought it was too strict and crazy. I am embarrassed to admit it, but Scientology really was something I considered my religion. There's a big hole there where Scientology used to be. Has this happened to anyone else, and has anyone found a way to fill it?