Claire Swazey
Spokeshole, fence sitter
That's something that often has been said on fora. Sometimes in response to something I wrote, often in other discussions between other contributors.
I had the cherry picking (or, if you like, "raisins". Either's fine.) thing going for a long time. I didn't want to be told what to do. I put up with it a while in CofS, eventually left, and figured I'd continue on with the cherry picking. One thing said to me a couple times was that I could, back then, hardly have the right to call myself a Scn'ist when Hubbard himself and the current midgetment wouldn't, yah? Ok, Hubbard wouldn't have liked me as an Indie. (then again, did he truly appreciate ANYONE? I'm not so sure!! Seems to me like it was mainly all about him, see?) In fact, there are people right here who've said it to me. Then now they post that I'm a Scn'ist in sheep's clothing or something. Yet, I wasn't really one back when I was one. I think those people are kind of confused.
I think that some of the concepts are useful. I have seen many of them in other venues totally outside of any Scn entity or book. I get that. I also think that someone could read zero Scn, never do a drop of it, and be incredibly wise. I see people like that all the time. And I don't mean "Oh, they do pretty well considering." No, I think they are wise, often wiser than I. Sometimes smarter, too. Intellectually, common sense wise, you name it.
It's good to read about other methods and principles. Even for those still into Scn. We all should.
Maybe it's ingrained, I don't know. I do think I've unindoctrinated myself completely. The Hubbardite concepts I use are just tools for life. I use other ones, I meditate daily, it's all grist for the mill. Hell, I'm somewhat conservative politically but I espouse liberal type causes when it's something in which I believe. I'm not tied to any one thing. Unlike CofS members and maybe more than a few FZers.
I recently got into a very upsetting situation -nothing to do with Scn- which bugged the hell out of me. I needed it, though, as it was a Life Lesson. Well, to deal with it, I used a combo of business methods and of Scn concepts. Some of those Scn concepts are well known outside Scn. They are just called something different, Hubbard did NOT originate them. Some, though, he did. So what's wrong with that? It's getting me through.
I don't consider good roads good weather to be innately dishonest. I think it's often used that way. I also know for a fact that it's not a Hubbard invention, anyway. You see it all the time in the business world and elsewhere. But I do see posts decrying it as innately dishonest. I disagree.
I don't see a problem with using the tone scale. I don't mean it has no problems or pitfalls. It does. But it's useful and I have put it to good use this week. Could I have handled stuff without knowing the Tone Scale or ARC thingies? I'm sure!! Providing I had the familiarity with that particular wisdom/set of concepts. Would it have worked out as well? I bet it probably would!! Scn is replaceable. It's just another set of ideas and methods out there. Some good, some bad. The real problem gets when you get into "i'm going to always do it this way because it's what I'm told to do/it's what I am."
And just because I can get help, comfort, succor, really good information, metaphysics elsewhere and just because some things Hubbard wrote can be found elsewhere, doesn't mean I can't give Scn a bit of attribution. That may cause some people to brand me as this or that, to claim I think it's all the church that is fucked, not Hubbard, but those people are just foolish and biased. It helps them to categorize people into a little box so that they don't truly have to deal with or wrap their minds around the complexity of human nature.
It's like the conservatives who scream about Liberals all the time or vice versa. They want to demonize the other faction instead of looking at people as complex beings who are part saint and part sinner, part idiot and part savant. Because that's what we are.
I give Hubbard some credit for some interesting and neat ideas. I also give him credit for FreeLoader debts, the RPF, Fair Game, crazy stupid staff contracts, and some truly inconsistent and draconian ethics policies- and a bunch of other stuff. I guess if I actually knew the guy and had to work with him or something, I'd have to decide, thumbs up or thumbs down on Hubbard. But he's dead, and I'm not in his organization. That means I can just look at ideas. Some of them were incredibly BAD. Oh so bad. Oh my god. Bad bad bad.
But if there's one I think I can use and I think it's good, I'm neither going to refrain from doing that and I make no apologies.
And if I see people who say they don't want to use any of them ever, I'm going to applaud them and think "how cool is that? That guy over there's figured out what he needs to do and what he truly believes."
I had the cherry picking (or, if you like, "raisins". Either's fine.) thing going for a long time. I didn't want to be told what to do. I put up with it a while in CofS, eventually left, and figured I'd continue on with the cherry picking. One thing said to me a couple times was that I could, back then, hardly have the right to call myself a Scn'ist when Hubbard himself and the current midgetment wouldn't, yah? Ok, Hubbard wouldn't have liked me as an Indie. (then again, did he truly appreciate ANYONE? I'm not so sure!! Seems to me like it was mainly all about him, see?) In fact, there are people right here who've said it to me. Then now they post that I'm a Scn'ist in sheep's clothing or something. Yet, I wasn't really one back when I was one. I think those people are kind of confused.
I think that some of the concepts are useful. I have seen many of them in other venues totally outside of any Scn entity or book. I get that. I also think that someone could read zero Scn, never do a drop of it, and be incredibly wise. I see people like that all the time. And I don't mean "Oh, they do pretty well considering." No, I think they are wise, often wiser than I. Sometimes smarter, too. Intellectually, common sense wise, you name it.
It's good to read about other methods and principles. Even for those still into Scn. We all should.
Maybe it's ingrained, I don't know. I do think I've unindoctrinated myself completely. The Hubbardite concepts I use are just tools for life. I use other ones, I meditate daily, it's all grist for the mill. Hell, I'm somewhat conservative politically but I espouse liberal type causes when it's something in which I believe. I'm not tied to any one thing. Unlike CofS members and maybe more than a few FZers.
I recently got into a very upsetting situation -nothing to do with Scn- which bugged the hell out of me. I needed it, though, as it was a Life Lesson. Well, to deal with it, I used a combo of business methods and of Scn concepts. Some of those Scn concepts are well known outside Scn. They are just called something different, Hubbard did NOT originate them. Some, though, he did. So what's wrong with that? It's getting me through.
I don't consider good roads good weather to be innately dishonest. I think it's often used that way. I also know for a fact that it's not a Hubbard invention, anyway. You see it all the time in the business world and elsewhere. But I do see posts decrying it as innately dishonest. I disagree.
I don't see a problem with using the tone scale. I don't mean it has no problems or pitfalls. It does. But it's useful and I have put it to good use this week. Could I have handled stuff without knowing the Tone Scale or ARC thingies? I'm sure!! Providing I had the familiarity with that particular wisdom/set of concepts. Would it have worked out as well? I bet it probably would!! Scn is replaceable. It's just another set of ideas and methods out there. Some good, some bad. The real problem gets when you get into "i'm going to always do it this way because it's what I'm told to do/it's what I am."
And just because I can get help, comfort, succor, really good information, metaphysics elsewhere and just because some things Hubbard wrote can be found elsewhere, doesn't mean I can't give Scn a bit of attribution. That may cause some people to brand me as this or that, to claim I think it's all the church that is fucked, not Hubbard, but those people are just foolish and biased. It helps them to categorize people into a little box so that they don't truly have to deal with or wrap their minds around the complexity of human nature.
It's like the conservatives who scream about Liberals all the time or vice versa. They want to demonize the other faction instead of looking at people as complex beings who are part saint and part sinner, part idiot and part savant. Because that's what we are.
I give Hubbard some credit for some interesting and neat ideas. I also give him credit for FreeLoader debts, the RPF, Fair Game, crazy stupid staff contracts, and some truly inconsistent and draconian ethics policies- and a bunch of other stuff. I guess if I actually knew the guy and had to work with him or something, I'd have to decide, thumbs up or thumbs down on Hubbard. But he's dead, and I'm not in his organization. That means I can just look at ideas. Some of them were incredibly BAD. Oh so bad. Oh my god. Bad bad bad.
But if there's one I think I can use and I think it's good, I'm neither going to refrain from doing that and I make no apologies.
And if I see people who say they don't want to use any of them ever, I'm going to applaud them and think "how cool is that? That guy over there's figured out what he needs to do and what he truly believes."