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A nonchalant life

Discussion in 'Stories From Inside Scientology' started by ttamaad, Sep 26, 2008.

  1. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hang around, Porn might come in second... nah you are right, I'm coming partying with you :coolwink:
  2. nexus100

    nexus100 Gold Meritorious Patron

    You asked for advice. Mine would be to do something different, but that's up to you.
  3. Screwing with their heads.

    Dear Billy,

    Well I read your letter and I think it is hilarious. I am presuming you are playing a game... If so, as I said, "Hilarious!"

    Go, Billy, Go!

  4. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hey Mary,
    yes, it might even bring in some results... and a game has to be fun otherwise its not worth the effort so if you are getting a laugh or two then we are half way there :happydance:
    hmmmm I see what you mean, nexus100. It was supposed to be one of those open questions that I had found my answer to, but maybe this is the great thing about us all... we all have our own right answers. We are both here and now so we both must be doing something right
  5. randomx

    randomx Patron with Honors

    Well done Bill.

    Great to have you on board. Literally.
    I think it would be naive of you to not
    expect a message from OSA really soon.
    If, as it appears, you are new to looking at Scientology
    with any sort of critical eye, I can assure you that you have
    only seen the tip of the iceberg.

    Yours is not the only family that has been torn apart
    by Scientology. Visit
    for more examples.

    And is a must visit.

    I have a few questions.
    When were you last on lines at any org ?
    Are you on Scientology`s mailing list ?
    When were you last contacted by phone by Scientology ?
    Have you been a spy for Scientology ?

    Just questions...

    I know your brother Nigel. He bullbaits me once a month.
    I don`t answer his questions and I don`t want you to
    feel compelled to answer mine.

    Thanks for posting on this board.
    Love reading your posts.
  6. Cat's Squirrel

    Cat's Squirrel Gold Meritorious Patron

    LOL Time for a confession - I started posting on discussion boards about five years ago to give me something to do online other than look at porn. I don't know if it's a better deal but it's certainly cheaper ;)
    Last edited: Sep 27, 2008
  7. Supra

    Supra Patron


    Welcome to the board Billy.

    I certainly remember you. How is your dad actually doing?

  8. Stan D'Teque

    Stan D'Teque Patron with Honors

    Hey Mr Gray - welcome to here and now. You are fondly remembered by this person at least. Who knows what the OSABOTs will do - it's a bit like asking will the neighbour's dog bark tonight.
  9. gomorrhan

    gomorrhan Gold Meritorious Patron

    Wow, you really have to learn to multitask. There's absolutely no reason you can't watch porn and post to bulletin boards at the same time.

    Also, just like there are plenty of brands of decaf that taste great out on the market, there's also plenty of FREE porn out there. What amazes me is the sheer number of girls who are doing it. God bless them, every one.
  10. Voltaire's Child

    Voltaire's Child Fool on the Hill

    Heh heh. Pr0n. Har!
  11. gomorrhan

    gomorrhan Gold Meritorious Patron

    Yeah, well, it's vanity on parade, but at least you can see why they are vain.
  12. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hey, I am guessing you are forgetting one thing about me, I am a grumpy old basket who doesn't care and has nothing to lose! :D
    Actually, I have cast a critical eye over Scn for many many years. When I left I didn't leave for no reason. I was gracious enough to let sleeping dogs lie as I had many friends who were still following their dream. I still expect my old man to apply the tech he so strongly holds on to, but only to reach a decision around any responsibility he may have towards what he started. Its quite simple!

    I also approached Scn about ten years ago, mainly to get this cycle sorted but my old man went off to Flag or some such place and couldn't really be bothered informing me about that. While I was there I experience the "tech" first hand and I had no doubt that this wasn't what I wanted to have anything to do with (I'll leave these details for another post)
    Last on lines... hmmm the last time I was in an Org was when I dropped into AOSH ANZO Ethics to deliver a report regarding Nigel. I knew that it wouldn't get sorted outside so I went in and got something happening. It was actioned but when the report got to Auckland, it was stonewalled. I rang Auckland several times (I have the person name if its needed) but of course, the answer was that it had been handled, but there were no results on the outside

    While I was there, I tried to see my old man (as you do) no where to be seen. I walked back out no hassles at all.

    Scn have my phone number and I get rung regularly. I used to have a good chat with some of the guys I knew, but now its just newbies who haven't got a clue who I am. They want to sell me a book or to invite me to an event. I play along if I'm bored but mostly I just tell them that I am off limits and don't they know they would get in trouble talking to me... they usually hang up pretty quick

    As for spying... hmmm not even sure what to say about that. I would be the worlds worst spy. Considering I can't even get a grip on who I would spy against, I would have to say no. I could have come close back in the eighties, I guess, when the DofT and I were sent out to recover a blown student but we decided against spying and just drove up to his front door, he had slept in so we were able to give him a lift into course (actually helped my student points stat for the day :) )

    I'm not on any mailing list... I used to have to write letters for the org, so why would I want to receive them?? :D
    Hey, give him my best if you are talking to him. Maybe he would like to respond in some form or fashion. I don't have a problem answering yr questions. Afterall, I'm just a circuit!!! :coolwink:


    Hey Supra, I am not sure how he is doing actually. He is about 78 years old so its anyones guess how he is going internally as a person. Our last conversation wasn't exactly around "how ya doin' Son?" "not bad dad, and you" so lets see what results I get from my letter. I'll certainly let everyone know.

    Oh and nice to meet you!

    Hey Stan, nice to meet you (again?) funny you should say that, had a dog attack a goat I have about 2am last night. The dog had the goat by its front shoulder and was going for the kill. I managed to get there with an axe but I missed the dog. Spent the next hour fixing up the goat. its all ok apart from some bruising and torn skin... I know who owns the dog so another ethics handling is underway :eyeroll:

    ...and for you others... before porn gets mentioned again. I have two goats and the only service they are providing is clearing a block of land I have. They are not for hire either. I'm a kiwi!!!! we only shear our sheep
  13. Stan D'Teque

    Stan D'Teque Patron with Honors

    I know this is off-topic but Billy, give your goat lots Vit C to handle any infections from the dogs' teeth. It works a treat. If you give enough. I know a loy of poeple who've saved sheep or goats from dog attacks only to lose them to the subsequent infection.
  14. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hey, thanks, Hardly off topic at all, a goats life hangs in the balance. I'll get that sorted in the morning. Great thing about the goat is that she eats anything so getting some vitamin C down her will be no problems.

    I was kinda concerned about the subsequent infection. Dogs don't have a good reputation for cleaning their teeth.
  15. randomx

    randomx Patron with Honors

    some vids

    There are a few vids on youtube of the Auckland anonymous
    protests. You should recognize a few faces...
    Does the name "Guy Fawkes" mean anything to you ?!!!

    No....... I mean the scilons in the clips.
    Naturally you need broadband to watch these.

    I`d link the actual vids but when I do that the
    videos show up instead of just the link.

    So go to

    and type " anon vs scientology auckland "
    into their search engine.

    Meanwhile were you aware that New Zealand`s one
    and only OT 8, Denny Frater has died ?

    Thanks for answering all my questions.

    I got a phone call , maybe a year ago from some
    SO guy to see if I had information re your brother
    for an ethics cycle they were going to spring
    on him.
    He said he was the Dir of I & R.
    I wasn`t cooperative.
    This guy must have been a newbie, he`d never met any
    of the people he asked me about. He was really out of his depth.

    Hope your goat gets well soon.
    Hubbard had a cure all for sick animals. Honestly.
    He said just pretend you are frightened of it.
    It`s in the tech.

    If you use the "Hubbard method". Please get the video up on youtube.
    Maybe see if Jason Beghe will narrate it.
  16. HappyGirl

    HappyGirl Gold Meritorious Patron


    Hi ttamaad. I just figured out you joined a couple of weeks after me, so I looked you up. And gomorrhan joined a couple of days after me. Hello to you both! It's so hard to keep up!!
  17. Operating DB

    Operating DB Truman Show Dropout

    Sometimes I wonder if Hu666ard's intention was to create war, insanity and misery for all of us here on this planet (the opposite of the aims of scientology). Do you think he was the psychopath of all psychopaths?
  18. ttamaad

    ttamaad Silver Meritorious Patron

    Hey there Happy Girl,

    Yes, all joined up and posting!!!! must be about time to say some more of the stories I have
  19. degraded being

    degraded being Sponsor

    About Denny Frater, didn't know he was the only NZ OT 8.
    Some of the other (few) OT 7s have been stalled for a hell of a long time eh?
  20. anonmom

    anonmom Patron with Honors

    Ah, yes! But you have to add, "while making buckets of money".

    Billy, you are one cool cucumber. :coolwink: I think you have no fear at all! I hope your goat is all better soon.