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Patron Meritorious
In 1996 it had come to the point where my plans of attaining OT had dwindled to almost nothing. I had been struggling case-wise since 1982 and just couldn't seem to get ahead. On a suggestion from the Flag Rep at AOSH ANZO I put up my last $4,000 and went to Flag for a Case Check. I had no idea what this involved and had never heard of such a service, but he assured me that it would handle whatever was going on.
I was routed to the MAA and had a list of about 12 items from my folder chanted at me, one after another. Most of them were trivial, and I said so. But there were two that caused some trouble. The first was an unresolved issue that needed more auditing, the very mention of which upset me greatly. The second was my drug history.
According to a late 1986 Flag Order, anyone who has ever taken LSD is ineligible for Flag services. I was told I had to go home again. I pointed out that this was dated post-death (LRH had died in early 1986) and that a Flag Order saying such a thing would represent a technical hidden data line, thus had to be invalid. And since I am not Flag crew, I also had no idea of the length of validity of an FO. Some issues expire after a year, but in this case there was no data. These issues are not generally available to the public.
This data was written up to RTC and their eventual response was that they were "concerned" about this, whatever that means. No further follow-up was attempted. I had, in short, been dumped off the lines after 21 years of dedication to the task of going Clear and OT.
I know of at least one other person who has had this happen, a very upstat FSM who is now part of Milestone Two. He intended to CSW for permission after making a significant contribution to the subject. My guess is that he was refused, judging by the position he is now occupying. In my case, I saw no reason to propitiate to Scientology, because it happened years prior to my becoming a Scientologist.
Since this FO can't be passed through the standard tests for illegal orders, and since it violates the hidden data lines policy, and since it makes a complete mockery of LRHED 301 Int "1978 - The Year of Lightning Fast New Tech" it must be considered false. But try telling that to Flag.
On the other hand it may have been issued posthumously. In that case LRH has made several huge errors in writing it, and someone had compounded the problem by issuing it.
In either situation, I had no further confidence in the church's ability to handle my case. In my mind Flag and RTC had gone squirrel and I wanted nothing further to do with them. And if that were the case, then due to the internal command structure no other org could be safe either.
If any person in some position of issue authority would care to listen to 6207C26A "Routine 3GA Data" and have a sensible look at this, you'll see that the FO can be nothing but utter rubbish. There's nothing a being can do in this lifetime to aberrate himself enough to be "unhandleable" by the highest tech terminals on the planet. LRH said "There are no absolutes. The one exception to this is Flag auditing." To deny a person this last hope is to shut the door on their eternity.
Since that time I've been through many tough years, surviving as best I could. I have finally reached a position of handling my own case thoroughly enough to be able to point out that I didn't need your help after all. On the other hand, judging by recent stats and performance, you may need mine.
It was good to catch up with Rob McKinnon and Frank Fioretti while I was there, and having Lisa-Marie Presley in the building and chatting with Mary Sue were high points of my life. But I didn't go there to schmooze, I went to get handled. You failed at that, dismally.
There was a point at which I stood in front of LRH's office, looking in over the blue rope at the desk and the bookshelves. I did this for a very long time, so long in fact that one of the crew asked if there was anything she could do for me. I said no. I had been in deep thought, remembering the old tale about the fall of the monastery. Flag, and Scientology, fell for me that day. I had looked into the inner sanctum sanctorum to find nothing there.
The only thing one can be upbraided for is no results, or bad results. Consider yourselves upbraided.
Rob Judd
Clear 13611
I was routed to the MAA and had a list of about 12 items from my folder chanted at me, one after another. Most of them were trivial, and I said so. But there were two that caused some trouble. The first was an unresolved issue that needed more auditing, the very mention of which upset me greatly. The second was my drug history.
According to a late 1986 Flag Order, anyone who has ever taken LSD is ineligible for Flag services. I was told I had to go home again. I pointed out that this was dated post-death (LRH had died in early 1986) and that a Flag Order saying such a thing would represent a technical hidden data line, thus had to be invalid. And since I am not Flag crew, I also had no idea of the length of validity of an FO. Some issues expire after a year, but in this case there was no data. These issues are not generally available to the public.
This data was written up to RTC and their eventual response was that they were "concerned" about this, whatever that means. No further follow-up was attempted. I had, in short, been dumped off the lines after 21 years of dedication to the task of going Clear and OT.
I know of at least one other person who has had this happen, a very upstat FSM who is now part of Milestone Two. He intended to CSW for permission after making a significant contribution to the subject. My guess is that he was refused, judging by the position he is now occupying. In my case, I saw no reason to propitiate to Scientology, because it happened years prior to my becoming a Scientologist.
Since this FO can't be passed through the standard tests for illegal orders, and since it violates the hidden data lines policy, and since it makes a complete mockery of LRHED 301 Int "1978 - The Year of Lightning Fast New Tech" it must be considered false. But try telling that to Flag.
On the other hand it may have been issued posthumously. In that case LRH has made several huge errors in writing it, and someone had compounded the problem by issuing it.
In either situation, I had no further confidence in the church's ability to handle my case. In my mind Flag and RTC had gone squirrel and I wanted nothing further to do with them. And if that were the case, then due to the internal command structure no other org could be safe either.
If any person in some position of issue authority would care to listen to 6207C26A "Routine 3GA Data" and have a sensible look at this, you'll see that the FO can be nothing but utter rubbish. There's nothing a being can do in this lifetime to aberrate himself enough to be "unhandleable" by the highest tech terminals on the planet. LRH said "There are no absolutes. The one exception to this is Flag auditing." To deny a person this last hope is to shut the door on their eternity.
Since that time I've been through many tough years, surviving as best I could. I have finally reached a position of handling my own case thoroughly enough to be able to point out that I didn't need your help after all. On the other hand, judging by recent stats and performance, you may need mine.
It was good to catch up with Rob McKinnon and Frank Fioretti while I was there, and having Lisa-Marie Presley in the building and chatting with Mary Sue were high points of my life. But I didn't go there to schmooze, I went to get handled. You failed at that, dismally.
There was a point at which I stood in front of LRH's office, looking in over the blue rope at the desk and the bookshelves. I did this for a very long time, so long in fact that one of the crew asked if there was anything she could do for me. I said no. I had been in deep thought, remembering the old tale about the fall of the monastery. Flag, and Scientology, fell for me that day. I had looked into the inner sanctum sanctorum to find nothing there.
The only thing one can be upbraided for is no results, or bad results. Consider yourselves upbraided.
Rob Judd
Clear 13611
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