Alan
Gold Meritorious Patron
One of the hardest things to do for an ex-scientologist of for that matter anyone who has escaped any cult, is to arrive and stay in present-time.
It took me 17 years to arrive stably in PT.
I am still undoing the subtle enslavements.
In many ways I was lucky as I came into Scio in an era that questioned everything.
I also compartment my thinking into three basic areas.
1. What could be proven as a fact.
Good indicators.
Life going easier.
Increased life skills.
Wins.
More abilities.
Etc.
2. What was just speculation or could not be proven as a fact.
Past lives.
Xenu. OT III incident.
Implants.
Trains on Venus.
Etc.
3. What was unknown or there was a pretty good chance "I didn't know -I did not know!"
In many ways these are the areas that make you co-dependent on Scio.
Just before leaving Scio.....I made lists connected to each area.
The most powerful list was: What skills and abilities did I have.
Other lists I made:
What could I do well?
(Nothing was too small to put on this list: i.e. I could tie my shoelaces, I could cook an egg, I could communicate, I could get dressed, I could shave, I could read, write, do maths, etc.) Strange how rehabilatative it was to acknowledge all of these mundane abilities.
What actual criminal acts had I committed?
(This undid so many wrong items and false overts.)
What did I love to do?
What were my most valuable abilities or skills.
Where could I use or market them.
What products could I produce?
What assets did I have?
What abilities was I withholding?
What successful actions had I done?
Another question I ran:
If I became, rich, successful, well known and happy what was I afraid might happen?
The hardest areas to untangle from Scio is that LRH borrowed from so many other subjects. Subjects that you don't know exist.
So it seems Scio contains all the knowledge......far from it.
Alan
It took me 17 years to arrive stably in PT.
I am still undoing the subtle enslavements.
In many ways I was lucky as I came into Scio in an era that questioned everything.
I also compartment my thinking into three basic areas.
1. What could be proven as a fact.
Good indicators.
Life going easier.
Increased life skills.
Wins.
More abilities.
Etc.
2. What was just speculation or could not be proven as a fact.
Past lives.
Xenu. OT III incident.
Implants.
Trains on Venus.
Etc.
3. What was unknown or there was a pretty good chance "I didn't know -I did not know!"
In many ways these are the areas that make you co-dependent on Scio.
Just before leaving Scio.....I made lists connected to each area.
The most powerful list was: What skills and abilities did I have.
Other lists I made:
What could I do well?
(Nothing was too small to put on this list: i.e. I could tie my shoelaces, I could cook an egg, I could communicate, I could get dressed, I could shave, I could read, write, do maths, etc.) Strange how rehabilatative it was to acknowledge all of these mundane abilities.
What actual criminal acts had I committed?
(This undid so many wrong items and false overts.)
What did I love to do?
What were my most valuable abilities or skills.
Where could I use or market them.
What products could I produce?
What assets did I have?
What abilities was I withholding?
What successful actions had I done?
Another question I ran:
If I became, rich, successful, well known and happy what was I afraid might happen?
The hardest areas to untangle from Scio is that LRH borrowed from so many other subjects. Subjects that you don't know exist.
So it seems Scio contains all the knowledge......far from it.
Alan
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