Boojum, do you have those same questions for me, since I had a recent VERY MAJOR life changing realization after listening to a Joel Osteen program? Would you analyze whether my win was really from listening to something Joel said, and question whether I would wait for another of his sermons to deal with some other problem I may have?
Of what import is the trigger for the realization? Do I feel better, or not - THAT's the question, and only I can answer it.
FM. I'm glad you had a life changing realization while listening to Joel Osteen. I hope you keep having them. In the case of the cos, I don't think it would sit very well if I told my buddies (well, ex-buddies since they can't talk to me anymore) at the cos that I was having big wins listening to Joel Osteen. It would be considered mixing practices if I did more than go to a lecture or two. I guarantee that I'd have to do a confessional about a simple visit, minzo.
When I was on Scilon staff, we had a pc/student who was very Catholic and would question LRH's observations using Spinoza or St. Thomas Aquinas as a source. His folders were FES'd and his case evaluated because of this simple point. I'm not making this up.
Regardless of what LRH said in some of his writings, the PRACTICE of the cos was to regard non-scio material and beliefs as delusional, ineffective, illegal, lacking and most importantly, off-purpose, other-determined, off-source. This PRACTICE, although weakly supported in LRH's writings (PTS Type H, Open-Minded, for example) was normal, typical, every day stuff. Trust me, we didn't have too many conversations about Spinoza while executing command intention.
In the early 80's, I clearly recall the term "other fish to fry" being used as the sword of condemnation for anyone not willing to devote their entire life and lives (and the lives of their family) to the expansion of Scientology. Can you even imagine an SO member wanting to attend a Sunday service at a Christian church?
My point is that the practice of the cos is very different from the practice of anything but a cult in that all events, personal milestones especially, such as major cognitions, were validated to the degree that it moved the individual deeper into Scientology.
How many times did we on staff hear people with wins of "I've given up on my ____ career because the expansion of Scientology is so much more important"?
Or contrarywise, how many times did you support a win like, "I've come to the conclusion that I can do so much more with my life outside of the Sea Org." Not once.
The method that Scientology uses to get more money and lifeblood out of its members is to minimize the importance of family, career, health needs while magnifying the importance of Scientology (KSW is part of every checksheet, Chinese School the 10 points every morning at muster, "win or die in the attempt").
I'd love to hear this win at muster, "I had a major realization that there are other philosophies out there that can really help you. I've been overrelying on LRH's tech to fix everything in my life and I've decided to look at other philosophies as well. Common sense, for example."