Mimsey Borogrove
Crusader
Today I was talking with a scio. friend, and lo and behold - turns out he is an ex. We had a great 1/2 hr conversation - and - I want to share the best part of the conversation:
He said that when he left Scientology - his curiosity re-emerged. It was as if it was in abeyance for some 30 years while he was on the bridge.
He said it was as if his 20 something year old self had re-emerged, the same curiosity, but having 30 something years of experience under his belt, he was better able to gauge what he wanted to explore. Some of the people he works with who started out with the same 20 something year old's curiosity, who never had that pause, that being on hold, are now bitter. He remarked a friend of his, who is also out, experienced the same thing.
I was like: OMG - I experienced the exact same thing - as all you ESMBers know for the varied posts I have made over the years, of things I have found interesting, some sketchy, some not. My curiosity has definitely come to the fore, and how many times have I railed against those here who seem stuck in fixed viewpoints? Who's apparent lack of curiosity genuinely surprises me.
On the other hand, how many ESMBers I have truly enjoyed their freshness, their open hearted beingness and willingness to help, communicate? They are the best part of ESMB. And there are lots of them.
He said, that while he felt his journey in scientology was necessary, but he stayed in perhaps 10 years too long. I have felt that as well - I felt the concepts of man as a spiritual being, etc, were important to learn - and that it was a step on my journey of finding self, and now I am moving onwards past that plateau.
So, yes - a whole new world awaits you, a wonderous world full of adventure, when you put down the yoke of Scientology that has kept you in its thrall.
Best,
Mimsey
He said that when he left Scientology - his curiosity re-emerged. It was as if it was in abeyance for some 30 years while he was on the bridge.
He said it was as if his 20 something year old self had re-emerged, the same curiosity, but having 30 something years of experience under his belt, he was better able to gauge what he wanted to explore. Some of the people he works with who started out with the same 20 something year old's curiosity, who never had that pause, that being on hold, are now bitter. He remarked a friend of his, who is also out, experienced the same thing.
I was like: OMG - I experienced the exact same thing - as all you ESMBers know for the varied posts I have made over the years, of things I have found interesting, some sketchy, some not. My curiosity has definitely come to the fore, and how many times have I railed against those here who seem stuck in fixed viewpoints? Who's apparent lack of curiosity genuinely surprises me.
On the other hand, how many ESMBers I have truly enjoyed their freshness, their open hearted beingness and willingness to help, communicate? They are the best part of ESMB. And there are lots of them.
He said, that while he felt his journey in scientology was necessary, but he stayed in perhaps 10 years too long. I have felt that as well - I felt the concepts of man as a spiritual being, etc, were important to learn - and that it was a step on my journey of finding self, and now I am moving onwards past that plateau.
So, yes - a whole new world awaits you, a wonderous world full of adventure, when you put down the yoke of Scientology that has kept you in its thrall.
Best,
Mimsey
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