If I'm not cryptic......I'm dead.
Also, y'all have the luxury of being OUT of Scientology, and perhaps are not encumbered by having had GAINS from auditing, as well as never having delivered gains to others through auditing.
Therefore you can be freely critical of very aspect of Scientology, without the hindrance of such a minor factor as "responsibility".
I still can't understand those (like most of you here) who brag about being NCGs.
I guess a loser is a loser.
Those who cannot get a case gain easily, probably never DESERVED one.
You know what you have done.
Sincere regards,
OT8-still-in
Thanks OT8; I think I understand better. And I do understand the need for someone who is still in to be cryptic.
A lot of us here have had case gain and great wins in Scientology; that's one of the hardest things to come to terms with as an ex -- you know there was good there; but you also know there was evil. For me, Scientology woke me up spiritually, then it ruined me. It's quite a dichotomy. I'm still working on that. If I "did something", it's buried in my subconscious, because I truly gave it my best in this lifetime anyway. I really don't think it's overts . . . I assumed it was for many years and developed quite a hatred for myself based on the fact that I "must have done something against Ron in a past life"; "I'm not getting case gain anymore, I must be a SP"; I'm bogged on course, wasting church resources, obviously I'm a DB".
Finally I woke up from that, and I won't do it to myself any more. It's a matter of integrity. I finally respect myself again and I'm free of having to agree that I'm some suppressive or worthless individual because I'm bogged on course, or want to be with my family, or can't pay for an intensive. It's been very freeing.
I wish the claims of Scientology had been true for me, but they weren't. That's the ultimate test, right? It's the barometer ever Ron said to use: "If it's true for you. . ."?
Actually I think most people here had case gain at some point, or they wouldn't have committed in the first place to Scientology. I hope I'm not overstepping there.
Your viewpoint on exes is certainly understandable, based on your experience and training. Thanks for explaining. I still don't understand why it's necessary to belittle others, but I do certainly get the mindset that you are in on the subject.
-TL