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As I told you, I left Phoenix and my abusive husband, and soon went to my Mother's home with my infant daughter. I didn't know for sure that my baby was OK, when they are so new there is little to judge by. She slept so much, and she took her nourishment, but she never cried or made a sound so I worried. I began to occasionally pinch her to see if she would cry. She did.
I couldn't spend much time with her because I had to go to work. I have already told you that I left with her and $20 on the Greyhound bus. I went to work for Arthur Murray. After a training period, I taught for a couple of months and then I was promoted to the Sales dept.
I held training for the Sales staff. I taught them TRs, and had them drill TR0-4 every day before working. Talk about Hard Sell. O Baby! We actually had skits that we would perform to get people to buy. It was not unlike Regging inthe COS.
At the same time, I had started a Dianetic co-audit with Allen Kapuler at the 'Center'. The 'Center' was run by Red Shea, and Dolores Stokes audited there. ( My time frame might not be totally accurate here).
I was dating a Texas multi-millionaire who had given me a bright red Packard convertible so that I could stop riding two busses to work. Then he gave me a diamond watch. Then a Mink stole. Then a diamond bracelet. A charge account at Neiman Marcus. Then he asked me to marry him and I did.
I introduced him to Red and there was some early indoc done. Soon after we were married, Jack Horner and Sylvan Stein came into town . I had auditing from both and Spouse got some auditing from Jack.
Red was an alcoholic, and both he and Allen Kapuler were outrageous womanizers. I discovered that sex was a great means of communicating with the opposite sex, and I began to engage in it along with a newly developed taste for Scotch. There bagan my descent into hell. AGAIN.
I abused my marriage and my straight conservative husband was not having it. We were divorced in 1962, and I headed for California. During the years of that marriage, I had nearly 100 hours of auditing from Red on Objectives ( Military style), ran some stuff like Black and White, Left side, Right side, Center.
I had plenty of money and the freedom to travel to Washington to lectures and a bit of auditing. When I moved to Marin County, Ca. I blew it by "reverting". AGAIN. Like I told the EO at SFO, I didn't "revert", I never "unverted".
I had wonderful experiences in Hatha Yoga, in 3 or 4 LSD trips ( which were lovely, and inspiring, and uplifting), time spent at Esalen meditating and smoking pot in the hot tub, all sorts of practices. I wouldn't trade for any of it, including Scientology.
I have covered a lot of years here in one post, and it has become right boring to me and I imagine to you, so I will be about my bright day. I have one small story to tell you which in a way exemplifies Scientology for me. I don't know who wrote this story, so I can't credit an author:
One day God and Satan were walking along when God saw a bright object on the ground, which he picked up. It was radiant in his palm. Satan said 'what is that?' God said 'It is Truth'. Satan said" let me have that, I'll organize it for you".
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I couldn't spend much time with her because I had to go to work. I have already told you that I left with her and $20 on the Greyhound bus. I went to work for Arthur Murray. After a training period, I taught for a couple of months and then I was promoted to the Sales dept.
I held training for the Sales staff. I taught them TRs, and had them drill TR0-4 every day before working. Talk about Hard Sell. O Baby! We actually had skits that we would perform to get people to buy. It was not unlike Regging inthe COS.
At the same time, I had started a Dianetic co-audit with Allen Kapuler at the 'Center'. The 'Center' was run by Red Shea, and Dolores Stokes audited there. ( My time frame might not be totally accurate here).
I was dating a Texas multi-millionaire who had given me a bright red Packard convertible so that I could stop riding two busses to work. Then he gave me a diamond watch. Then a Mink stole. Then a diamond bracelet. A charge account at Neiman Marcus. Then he asked me to marry him and I did.
I introduced him to Red and there was some early indoc done. Soon after we were married, Jack Horner and Sylvan Stein came into town . I had auditing from both and Spouse got some auditing from Jack.
Red was an alcoholic, and both he and Allen Kapuler were outrageous womanizers. I discovered that sex was a great means of communicating with the opposite sex, and I began to engage in it along with a newly developed taste for Scotch. There bagan my descent into hell. AGAIN.
I abused my marriage and my straight conservative husband was not having it. We were divorced in 1962, and I headed for California. During the years of that marriage, I had nearly 100 hours of auditing from Red on Objectives ( Military style), ran some stuff like Black and White, Left side, Right side, Center.
I had plenty of money and the freedom to travel to Washington to lectures and a bit of auditing. When I moved to Marin County, Ca. I blew it by "reverting". AGAIN. Like I told the EO at SFO, I didn't "revert", I never "unverted".
I had wonderful experiences in Hatha Yoga, in 3 or 4 LSD trips ( which were lovely, and inspiring, and uplifting), time spent at Esalen meditating and smoking pot in the hot tub, all sorts of practices. I wouldn't trade for any of it, including Scientology.
I have covered a lot of years here in one post, and it has become right boring to me and I imagine to you, so I will be about my bright day. I have one small story to tell you which in a way exemplifies Scientology for me. I don't know who wrote this story, so I can't credit an author:
One day God and Satan were walking along when God saw a bright object on the ground, which he picked up. It was radiant in his palm. Satan said 'what is that?' God said 'It is Truth'. Satan said" let me have that, I'll organize it for you".
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