What can I possibly say?
The idea of entities came about with the Gnostics like hundreds of years ago.
I went onto cc platens and ot 3 and nots and um yes i found it to be true that I was stuck to other people.
I am scientific in my thinking and understand the mechanics of the meter so I took it on a scientific level and yes, it was all true for me.
I have to say though I don't allow that it is true for everyone else because it is true for me.
But, behind every story there is another story and another defining moment.
No, your life did not start in scientology.
Scientology was just a solution to another problem and that is where you need to go back to.
Either did my life start with scientology but I know what the difference is between me and other people.
And it started long before scientology and it started with a simple thing called a contact assist.
See, when I was little I had a mother who was quite out of the norm. In fact we me and my siblings were taken away and given away at the same time when I was only three. I don't even want to go there.
But the main thing is when I was three if I gave any evidence that I was in the house I would be put out on the front porch in the dark and locked out there for the night.
For several months I would cry and beg to be let back in and then well, I just got sick of being tortured.
One night I made a sound and my mother was reminded that she had a child and I was pushed out on to the front door and the door slammed behind me and I just got sick of the terror of being alone and fightened in the darkness of the night.
I turned and faced the night and walked into it. I walked along and came to the park with bushes and put my hand everywhere that frightened me. I walked in front of cars that slammed on the brakes. I went everywhere and anywhere in the dark that frightened me and reached there and came back home alive. After that no one was able to run emotional blackmail on me.
Well you are all intelligent people so by now you should know about contact assists.
Go back and touch it if it still bothers you.
I did it when I was three you can do it now.
I spent many years reaching out to all that was supposed to be "dangerous" and even got though a contact assist with heroin.
If it bothers you touch it over and over.
Start with a simple contact assist.
What do you think going clear is?
You just push the pc into the bank over and over and he is doing a fucking contact assist with the bank until he clears that issue. That is what the processes do up to clear, it is nothing but a contact assist!
Yes, going clear is just a series of contact assists with the bank.
Yes, I did have a reactive mind myself.
I went clear without having read the dianetics book or any other book so it worked for me and I figured out why.
Yes I got keyed in after that and spun around until I got onto ot3.
Yes there was more after that on nots!
I, I, I not you, but I, was in some deep magic and yes I fell onto some high magic that pulled ME only ME out.
I never read a fucking thing about it to suggest it before hand.
I do not suppose you are like me or I am like you.
I am just telling you what happened to me.
I am not you.
You are not me.
But it was all, the whole fucking package, valid for me.
Well, not the whole fucking package, I mean the militia, the injustice, the uniforms and communism, that wasn't for me.
I seperated there.
Sorry, not my bag.
Fuck you all who live in that situation I suffered enough.
The sadism is not my life sorry to bow out.
This soldier shit is not me.
Hey, someone has got to be the farmer or everyone will starve!
But I did take the info and try it with the meter and questions and I paid in advance thank you I only signed up for the benefits and did not intend to pay for losses.
I'm not stupid. I lost enough already. That cycle is over for me.
And frankly i AM TIRED OF APOLOGIZING FOR WINNING.
See, I want to meet your mothers.
Because that is where your story started.
T.O.
