Free to shine
Shiny & Free
I have just spent some time IRL with another ex Scn and had the most amazing and healing conversations. We were coming from different experiences - one staff and one public. Seeing the web of indoctrination and hypnostism we both experienced, from those different perspectives has been fantastic and liberating.
Today when I log onto ESMB it seems to me that every other thread is about or has references to the "tech". Even conversations about how to get family out, which in the past would have contained sensible advice, instead includes what "tech" should be used.
What is happening here? Are we EXES or not? Why is there a sudden influx of "tech" (or admin) related threads or posts on which tech is applicable ? (And pointless idiot videos that have nothing to do with ESMB).
I am over it, done. I have unravelled enough for my own sanity and my interest here is to help those emerging from the torture. And yes, there has been torture and it still continues to this day.
I am really fed up with Hubbard apologists. Yes, I do understand we all have a right to different viewpoints and I don't have to read the threads in the Scientology tech related categories, and mostly don't read what I consider dribble. I do get really annoyed when they intrude on threads that are not on that subject, such a someone trying to find a friend!
Perhaps this is a stage exes go through? Anger at seeing the attitude? When does one finally walk away from everything Scientology? To me attaining that ability to "let go" is what we should aim for, and live a life that is not dictated by the words of one man who wove a web we got tangled in.
There are thousands of people who read this board and don't post. How many are put off stepping out of the dark by the "tech is all if you use it right and not this bit blah blah" being the main subjects of conversation?
I am not posting this to create arguments but as a genuine question as to whether I am alone in this view. It feels a bit that way at the moment. /rant
Today when I log onto ESMB it seems to me that every other thread is about or has references to the "tech". Even conversations about how to get family out, which in the past would have contained sensible advice, instead includes what "tech" should be used.
What is happening here? Are we EXES or not? Why is there a sudden influx of "tech" (or admin) related threads or posts on which tech is applicable ? (And pointless idiot videos that have nothing to do with ESMB).
I am over it, done. I have unravelled enough for my own sanity and my interest here is to help those emerging from the torture. And yes, there has been torture and it still continues to this day.
I am really fed up with Hubbard apologists. Yes, I do understand we all have a right to different viewpoints and I don't have to read the threads in the Scientology tech related categories, and mostly don't read what I consider dribble. I do get really annoyed when they intrude on threads that are not on that subject, such a someone trying to find a friend!
Perhaps this is a stage exes go through? Anger at seeing the attitude? When does one finally walk away from everything Scientology? To me attaining that ability to "let go" is what we should aim for, and live a life that is not dictated by the words of one man who wove a web we got tangled in.
There are thousands of people who read this board and don't post. How many are put off stepping out of the dark by the "tech is all if you use it right and not this bit blah blah" being the main subjects of conversation?
I am not posting this to create arguments but as a genuine question as to whether I am alone in this view. It feels a bit that way at the moment. /rant