Frankie Greene
Patron
I worked for a Scientologist company for a while while I was on staff.
All of the other employees knew each other and had grown up together. Most of these employees had one thing in common: they were on the outskirts of Scientology.
In this clique, they were all ex-Sea Org. Some were no longer active in Scientology, but not talking about it. Some did courses now and then, and the business owners were constantly hit up for donations, but were rarely on service themselves.
Myself being the staff member, I was totally left out. I thought it was so strange. I liked all of them, genuinely. I had no intention of trying to get them to come in on services if they didn't want to. I never agreed with the "Don't be reasonable" Scientologist mindset. I was a suck Scientologist because I believed that people had a right to chose whether or not they wanted to be active in any religion, even Scientology. I guess I'm suppressive. >
At the time when I left the job, I was treated very poorly. And I couldn't figure out why.
Now it is kind of hitting me. They assumed I was a snitch, a narc, a spy for the Co$. Maybe not totally, but they could not trust me. I could give away personal information if someone had asked me about them. And I would have.
Myself being someone now who is not necessarily in good standing, but is not declared, I understand. I have no intention of ever going back to the church. I don't want anyone there knowing anything about me, other than the fact that I am a lot better after leaving. I don't want the risk of Scn figuring out where I live, or my new phone number, or dropping by to see me at work. It angers me thinking about the small CHANCE that I would have to put up with that again in my life.
I feel like such an ass now. If I were to run into these people I worked with on the street, I would apologize, and let them know - I'm out. And I think it would be relieving to talk with someone I used to know, and know the truth from them, that they doubt, or that they are out, too.
I am curious about other people's experiences working in Scientologist-owned businesses. If you did, what kind of stuff did you experience? I know that gossip about other members was everywhere. And I know that it is the job I literally got screamed at the most. Soooo angry and controlling, like they were just trapped in their situations and couldn't do anything about it but be mean to the active Scientologist.
So what's up, ESMB? What did you experience? Looking forward to hearing about it.
All of the other employees knew each other and had grown up together. Most of these employees had one thing in common: they were on the outskirts of Scientology.
In this clique, they were all ex-Sea Org. Some were no longer active in Scientology, but not talking about it. Some did courses now and then, and the business owners were constantly hit up for donations, but were rarely on service themselves.
Myself being the staff member, I was totally left out. I thought it was so strange. I liked all of them, genuinely. I had no intention of trying to get them to come in on services if they didn't want to. I never agreed with the "Don't be reasonable" Scientologist mindset. I was a suck Scientologist because I believed that people had a right to chose whether or not they wanted to be active in any religion, even Scientology. I guess I'm suppressive. >
At the time when I left the job, I was treated very poorly. And I couldn't figure out why.
Now it is kind of hitting me. They assumed I was a snitch, a narc, a spy for the Co$. Maybe not totally, but they could not trust me. I could give away personal information if someone had asked me about them. And I would have.
Myself being someone now who is not necessarily in good standing, but is not declared, I understand. I have no intention of ever going back to the church. I don't want anyone there knowing anything about me, other than the fact that I am a lot better after leaving. I don't want the risk of Scn figuring out where I live, or my new phone number, or dropping by to see me at work. It angers me thinking about the small CHANCE that I would have to put up with that again in my life.
I feel like such an ass now. If I were to run into these people I worked with on the street, I would apologize, and let them know - I'm out. And I think it would be relieving to talk with someone I used to know, and know the truth from them, that they doubt, or that they are out, too.
I am curious about other people's experiences working in Scientologist-owned businesses. If you did, what kind of stuff did you experience? I know that gossip about other members was everywhere. And I know that it is the job I literally got screamed at the most. Soooo angry and controlling, like they were just trapped in their situations and couldn't do anything about it but be mean to the active Scientologist.
So what's up, ESMB? What did you experience? Looking forward to hearing about it.